I am somewhere between a nervous breakdown and a not give a fuck meltdown. Figuring out my future is the most difficult thing that has plagued me since 1999. Nothing works to my advantage when it comes to school. NOTHING. I can never just do something smoothly, it always has to suck. I have to get a Hepatitis B shot to get into nursing school and I can't find a fucking place that will do it that is not in the most ghetto of ghettos. Austin Community College has a more difficult entrance process than fucking Harvard. I am getting A's and would be welcomed with open arms to any nursing program if I could just finish my prereqs. FUCKING BULLSHIT.
Whew. On a darker note, I really had a good weekend. I didn't have too much studying to do, so I was able to catch up on Gossip Girl (my substitute for the O.C.), Intervention, and the Roseanne season 9 DVD that just came out. I really love losing myself in a t.v. series that helps me not think about juxtamedullary nephrons and bicarbonate ions. I also really love my boyfriend and the fact that everything is still, STILL going really smoothly after 2 1/2 years. He is like creamy peanut butter and I can't fathom how anyone in the world could ever fight with Ezra. His personality and demeanor are just too easy and goofy.
I still hate Texas, but the countdown to Austin is on and hopefully things will get better. I really can't complain that it is still 80 degrees and sunny here. That makes things a wee bit easier.
Well, that's really all that's going on right now. Patrick Swazye Christmas should be a good time.
Ugh.
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A BAY-BAY! Whenever you say on a darker note, I am always expecting something awful and it ends up as "i watched some awesome TV this weekend!" dweeb.
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