Is it...a beauty treatment?

OMG am I depressed right now. See all this shit went down with Rob and it has done nothing but make me and Ezra depressed as fuck. It totally sucks because Rob blamed it all on me, which is ridiculous. I just let his comments slide because I felt that they would stop, all the while making me feel like major shit. I have been telling Ezra about it for months, and he finally got sick of it and told Rob he knew, and Rob flips the fuck out. I feel like shit because I blame myself for breaking up a friendship (Ezra wholeheartedly admits that it was not one in the first place, but I still feel so bad), plus the fact that Rob was never a friend to me either. Totally sucks ass. It has really put a damper on this whole good thing I got going on over here. Why are guys such fucking assholes? Seriously, can you be a fucking PERSON for once? I knew Rob was kind of a douche, but I never thought he would react this way. What a cock. I genuinely told Ezra because he HAD A RIGHT TO KNOW that his friend was talking shit about him to his GIRLFRIEND behind his back. I didn't even tell Ezra the extent of how he spoke to me. Fuck him, fuck dudes, fuck Ohio. I can't wait to get the fuck out of here. I am so stressed out from work and school and this bullshit, I'm suprised I'm even able to maintain.

I got a puppy, that makes some stuff better I guess.

Oh well.

i suck

So, I swear I will start writing more. I have been labia majora slacking on writing as of late. Forgive me, forgive me, forgive. I'm at work right now, so I can't write, but I promise a super long entry tomarrow. Seriously.

I GOT A PUPPY!!!!!!!!!