Ugh. Work, no matter what form it comes in is debilitating. That's why they call it work. I'm still pulling in about 700 a week, so that makes up for the aching feet and dirty feeling from being oogled by mexicans all day. And I'm losing weight! I lost about 7 lbs and Ezra even noticed because he couldn't bite my belly chub as easily as he previously could. I guess that's a compliment in Ezra land. Running, hellish as it may be, is really the trick. The other bad thing about tending is that I don't have a weekend. Ezra and I both have Sunday and Monday off together so that is our weekend. We bought Six Flags passes and are going to go all the time. We love them 'coasters!
In other important news, we are starting a cable access show. Ezra and I. That is all I am able to tell you. Look for updates and an appearance via YouTube. You are going to have to squeegee my vagina I am so excited about it! I will leak this secret...it's called "FUDGE AND LEMONADE". Bow down to our genius. Oh yes...it will be gross.
The bad thing about having no friends and no life is nothing to blog about. It would be different if Ezra and I actually had some turmoil or arguments, but alas...I am in a state of ennui at all times. Work...School...dog...sex...shopping with Lisa. I wish I had some gals to go crusin' with in my new car. Oh well. I'm going running.
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Happy Zombie Jesus Day!
Not really...I could give two fucks. I'd usually be at my mom's eating a ton of great food, but I'm here in S.A. alone (not counting Hatchetface), drinking coffee and eating stale bagels because there is no other food in the house. And I can't even go anywhere because every god foresaken thing in this town is clizzosed. Walmart may be open and I will be going there later if it is. Other than that I just woke up. I didn't have too good a weekend at work...I only made 100 yesterday and 140 Friday. Thursday I made like 280 so it equals out. After all I am in a town full of Mexicans and it is a holy weekend. Skeezy dudes gotta see their moms sometimes too. Alas, I turn to blogging. It's weird to me how all these technology terms can turn into verbs. Is this even proper english? Texting? Blogging? Myspacing?
So I start a new workout program tomarrow. I signed up on a website that will give you nutritional advice and workout advice. I don't really have a goal...it's just I'm getting older and I don't want to get softer. I've already been running 3x a week...but I need more guidence and support. I hope it works out, despite Ezra's protesting that he likes me as I am. He likes my boobs just as they are he means.
Speaking of Ezra, I miss him like crazy. He's coming home tonight and I couldn't be happier. I always wish I could be alone for a couple of days, but after this week, I retract that statement. To add to the equation, I am super duper horny. Like I wanna fuck bad. So tomarrow and for the next week if you can't get ahold of me, I'm probably fucking Ezra's brains out. Sorry to gross you out.
Today my plan is to watch movies, then watch movies, then workout, then go to Walmart, then watch movies, then masturbate, then go to sleep. It sounds like a good plan to me. Well, I'm off to put that plan into action, wish me luck.
So I start a new workout program tomarrow. I signed up on a website that will give you nutritional advice and workout advice. I don't really have a goal...it's just I'm getting older and I don't want to get softer. I've already been running 3x a week...but I need more guidence and support. I hope it works out, despite Ezra's protesting that he likes me as I am. He likes my boobs just as they are he means.
Speaking of Ezra, I miss him like crazy. He's coming home tonight and I couldn't be happier. I always wish I could be alone for a couple of days, but after this week, I retract that statement. To add to the equation, I am super duper horny. Like I wanna fuck bad. So tomarrow and for the next week if you can't get ahold of me, I'm probably fucking Ezra's brains out. Sorry to gross you out.
Today my plan is to watch movies, then watch movies, then workout, then go to Walmart, then watch movies, then masturbate, then go to sleep. It sounds like a good plan to me. Well, I'm off to put that plan into action, wish me luck.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
Take me to another place.
It is so hard for me to find time to blog. Between school 5 days a week and working at a bar 4 days a week and having a boyfriend and a dog to pay attention to...blogging is just a nonexistent past time left to be squeezed in like Divine into a girdle. But...while Ezra is out of town, I've found a few moments...so...
The Ohio trip was a blazing success. Although not sleeping the entire drive up there (24 hours) and barely sleeping a wink the whole time I was there, I made it through! The drive was long and I felt like a cranked out trucker from lack of sleep and too much coffee. The high point was that Ezra and I did not bicker or fight or snap at each other the whole time. Not that we do usually, but you'd think that a 24 hour drive with no sleep might take it to our limit...yet our love prevailed and we made it to my parents house unscathed by the trip. Friday I went shoppy with my ma and went up to the convention to hang out with John and Kate. Then drove back to my parents house where we crashed like Jayne Mansfield's car...minus the decapitation. Saturday was nothing short of amazing. I couldn't script a better day if John Waters was writing it. Well, that may be a fib, but I digress. The evening started off with a 350 dollar trip to Buca di Beppo in the Pope room. That place is utterly kitschy and I wish my house looked like that. A gal can dream. Then the alcohol started flowing and Karen, Amy, and I proceeded to wreck havoc on every living being in the joint. Everyone I could have wanted to be there was and it was amazing. My highlight was eating spaghetti with Karen with no utensils and no hands...A Christmas Story style. I love drinking with those girls and everything was wondrous. Fan-fucking-tabulous. Sunday brought Ezra's family and Neko Case. I cried during Neko and it was everything I ever hoped it would be. I found Alecia and Danine right away and it definitely made a difference. The show was a lifetime highlight and it rocked my socks.
Monday at 6 am I flew home to Hatchie and loved her all day while relaxing and watching Freaks and Geeks.
The trip was definitely bittersweet because it made me realize how badly I miss my friends. It's really hard making new friends in a place when you have no time to do anything and it really weighs heavy on my heart. I don't want to move back to Ohio...the weather sucks, but San Antonio is taking some getting used to. My school sucks and although I have a rocking job, Ezra doesn't really like his. It's hard to make a decision on where we want to go next and when and money and sigh. It bothers me and when I get bothered, I shut myself off. I do that to Ezra a lot, just not talk to him for a couple hours...sometimes I just want to be left alone to relax and reflect. It hurts him sometimes when I do that, but it's what I do. Always have, always will. Oh well, whatever. I'm hungry...
The Ohio trip was a blazing success. Although not sleeping the entire drive up there (24 hours) and barely sleeping a wink the whole time I was there, I made it through! The drive was long and I felt like a cranked out trucker from lack of sleep and too much coffee. The high point was that Ezra and I did not bicker or fight or snap at each other the whole time. Not that we do usually, but you'd think that a 24 hour drive with no sleep might take it to our limit...yet our love prevailed and we made it to my parents house unscathed by the trip. Friday I went shoppy with my ma and went up to the convention to hang out with John and Kate. Then drove back to my parents house where we crashed like Jayne Mansfield's car...minus the decapitation. Saturday was nothing short of amazing. I couldn't script a better day if John Waters was writing it. Well, that may be a fib, but I digress. The evening started off with a 350 dollar trip to Buca di Beppo in the Pope room. That place is utterly kitschy and I wish my house looked like that. A gal can dream. Then the alcohol started flowing and Karen, Amy, and I proceeded to wreck havoc on every living being in the joint. Everyone I could have wanted to be there was and it was amazing. My highlight was eating spaghetti with Karen with no utensils and no hands...A Christmas Story style. I love drinking with those girls and everything was wondrous. Fan-fucking-tabulous. Sunday brought Ezra's family and Neko Case. I cried during Neko and it was everything I ever hoped it would be. I found Alecia and Danine right away and it definitely made a difference. The show was a lifetime highlight and it rocked my socks.
Monday at 6 am I flew home to Hatchie and loved her all day while relaxing and watching Freaks and Geeks.
The trip was definitely bittersweet because it made me realize how badly I miss my friends. It's really hard making new friends in a place when you have no time to do anything and it really weighs heavy on my heart. I don't want to move back to Ohio...the weather sucks, but San Antonio is taking some getting used to. My school sucks and although I have a rocking job, Ezra doesn't really like his. It's hard to make a decision on where we want to go next and when and money and sigh. It bothers me and when I get bothered, I shut myself off. I do that to Ezra a lot, just not talk to him for a couple hours...sometimes I just want to be left alone to relax and reflect. It hurts him sometimes when I do that, but it's what I do. Always have, always will. Oh well, whatever. I'm hungry...
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