Shake Dat Ass Bitch!

I'm pretty doggone happy right about now. This is new for me. I haven't been truly happy in approx. 1 year. Thanks San Antonio! Things are most definitely looking more lovely as time progresses. Here are some new things to look forward to in the life of little Terry Liz:


1) Ryan Holman comes to visit tomorrow. Yes, he and Ezra are the most annoying people alive, but I will take any human contact right about now. Ezra and I need this.

2) We got a house in Austin! It is a 3 bedroom on the East side of Austin right across from a brand new public library! My life has most certainly come full circle. I grew up living across the street from a public library and that simple thing has molded me into the bookworm, nerd I am today. I used to spend hours there, perusing the shelves reading books about the Elephant Man and Harry Houdini. Everything I loved when I was 8 I still love. I can also walk to school from this house. Another lifelong dream fulfilled.

3) I will be entering nursing school in the fall if everything goes well. This means more to me than anything in the whole universe.

4) I will be traveling to the City of Brotherly Hate in less than a month to visit my dearest, bestest, prettiest friend in the world. I will be whole again once I am in the company of Angie and we are stoned, eating, farting, and shopping. Dancing too. That is the best thing ever.

I hope none of these dreams plummet to their death in the next month or so. If they do, trust me, you'll know.

MOOSH!

FTW

I am so sick of my life I want to scream. IfuckinghateSanAntonio more than anyone could ever hate anything ever. I am so miserable. Does anyone know what it's like to not have any friends for almost a year??? It fucking sucks. When I go shopping, it's alone, when I watch stupid girl shows, it's alone. When I go to eat, it's alone. I can't stand this shit anymore. I feel like crying all day today. I had a wonderful birthday, got a 96 on my Anatomy and Physiology final, a 100 on my government final, and a 100 on a Chemistry quiz, but none of that seems to matter to me. I miss my mother, I miss my friends, I miss my cousin...dare I say, I miss OHIO. Texas is not all it's cracked up to be. Was it ever cracked up in the first place? What does that even mean??? UGH. I AM SO SICK OF THIS SHIT. I'm really losing it. Like right now. I just yelled at Ezra for seriously no reason at all. He left mad, I'm alone with absolutely NOTHING to do for the entire day. I don't want to go shopping, I want to hang out with somebody that actually gets me. If I didn't have anything to to in the morning, I would just go to Austin right now and fucking, I don't even know...JUST GET OUT OF HEREEREREEjklfoakls.


Greg died 2 years ago yesterday.

I'm getting old as fuck.

I smell because I haven't showered in 3 days.

My back and arms hurt from working out.

I just want to cry my eyes out.

I need a valium.

My dog keeps farting.

I don't know what to do with myself.

There is nothing on TV. No movies to watch. Not hungry.

WHAHDHHAHHAHHHAHAHAHA.

Kill me.